Ups and downs. Life is really like a roller coaster ride. bleah that was a sucky opening. my blog is becoming super boring. anyway i think only my sister reads my blog now. hahaha maybe belle will read occasionally...cos her blog is like since april 2009. <-- please update can?

i realize, my entries are always very predictable...it's always about...the weekend...the boyfriend...the girlfriends...bla. but then there's really not many other things i can write about. Moustache face? hahaha. recently the boyfriend and i wrote a song for her. very catchy and nice.
'i rather be a virgin...forever...than to fuck a moustache face...' it feels good to know i'm not the only one in the office who feel this way.

i notice the people around me are job-hopping quite frequently. everyone's searching for the right thing to do, the right time is very important too. even now when i think of quitting and going into moe i'm wondering if it's right for me. but i really can't think of anything else i can do. mundane is good, but will i be very happy? not that i want to be very rich but i just want to do something i like, something i can be good at and be happy with just mediocre income. i hope i find it this time. but even if i take 10 years to find it, i know i'll find it. everyone will find it.

today i was doing setup for a branding event at marina square, and i saw another snap of reality. i was squatting down trying to squeeze the cushion into it's cover and yah..if you know me you'll know i don't care about what people think of me, even if i look dam obscene. and in this job, you do alot of sai kang like this, but i don't mind. Then this lady boss walks over with her subordinate (she services our account and she's very nice) and the subordinate says hi singuan! i said hi and then i saw the look on the boss's face as she looked at me and turned back to the subordinate. i'll tell you what it looked like: 'why are we wasting time saying hi to her..she's just a small fry' and then they briefly walked away. Now that. was the snap of reality. :)
If you think this is what life is about, i don't care how high up there you are, my sincere condolences to you..you're missing out a lot in life ma'am. These people don't realise how pathetic they are and it's sad.

i found this picture when i was browsing through my iphoto. hahaa...and this one...
and this. sigh how i wish i was young again. not that i'm really old now? but i really do feel old. and it doesn't help that my boyfriend looks 5 years younger. i just want to photoshop wrinkles on him, but don't know how to do it.
i hate to say this but i think i'm really in love.

Haven't blogged for quite awhile. met my 2nd lover on Monday night. i think she's amazing. she intrigues me with her answers to my questions. sometimes i think she's a guy trapped in a girl's body. but i learnt so much from u. some things are just really simple but sometimes i make it out to be very difficult. i like how u sort things out for me. love u belle. always.
i think i have to learn that everything in life is about taking risks. your job, your relationship, every single damn thing..crossing the road, making cheesecake etc
i've never really handled setbacks very well, never really fell down (literally) too. My legs are nice and free of blue-blacks or scars or you call it 'gor jiam zi kak'
Sometimes i blame my mum for being so protective and sheltering me too much but i know she loves me that's why she does so much for me. like pack fruits for me everyday even when i'm already a working adult...not to mention stick a post-it on the mirror that says 'take milk' cos she prepared blueberry morning in the tupperware.
Now that i realise i have to be brave and take the risks i have to, i'm still not really prepared for it. i think of all the consequences i will face if things don't end up the way i want it, so many what ifs, so many unknowns, it's bad. most people tell me to always think about whether it's worth taking this risk or not, i think it's not really about that. even if it isn't worth, you just don't want to end up regretting for not doing it because you only have one life and what matters most is that, u enjoyed in the process of pursuing this 'risk'/happiness. At the end of the day, like what my sister always say, What's yours will be yours, no matter how hard you try to get it.

On a lighter note, work's been quite fun these days, not really dreading it as much now but i think it'll be soon cos more events and whatnots are coming up AGAIN. Michelle Chia is the new spokesperson for Ginvera, not my brand but it's still exciting to see her in person. she's so hot! i told ben i'm so motivated to work out after looking at her body. it's all muscle, no flab whatsoever. and her tan is damn nice. And she's very friendly, no airs, hot, i want to marry her too.
=]

i think work really spoils your health. you have no idea, how many MCs i have accumulated over the past 9 months. and the hospital scare. appendicitis scare..gosh. i just want to go back to perth.

I AM GOING TO PERTH!!!

I din know my name is that common. I saw this parked right before me and i couldn't resist taking a picture. This's fruits wholesaler. :D and then...i googled my name and wow~ i am a top runner from ABB as well. not bad not bad...http://www.abb.com.sg/cawp/sgabb005/83b670be03c54d094825750d0032a828.aspx
The ABB team, from left: Tan Sin Guan, Yap Tai Boon, Toh Soon Cheng and Laura LimABB’s fastest runner Sin Guan, midway through the race, at the Henderson Waves bridge.
Top runner leh~ cheyyy bah. Go Sin Guan Go! (i can't even pass 2.4 lor pls)

Sin Guan Bee Metal Co
Address: 334 King George's Ave Singapore 208571
Telephone: (65)-62951352
Fax: (65)-62960867

SIN GUAN NOODLES FACTORY - Others

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SIN GUAN NOODLES FACTORY started since 1975. Our business has been in the family for generations. We are experienced and are at the forefront in the art of noodle manufacturing. Manufacture noodles (egg & raw). Cater to store holder & distributors. e.g. child care/ primary & secondary schools/restaurant/hawker centre For further information please contact us.

Sin Guan Huat Fishing Industry Co<-- i like this one	Sponsored Ads
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Sin Guan Hin Auto Parts Co
Head office - 24, Veerasamy Road, Singapore 207329
Tel: 6293 0863 (3 lines) 6295 1487 ; Fax: 6296 7648
Email : sghauto@pacific.net.sg
Website : http://home.pacific.net.sg/~sghauto

Sin Guan Hin Mansions is located at Balestier in central Singapore. Amidst the HDB flat and condos, many home furnishings stores dealing in light fixtures and home interior décor are commonly found here. This area has its appeal to tourists and backpackers, too, with its huge cluster of cheap hotels like Fragrance, New Orchid and Quality Hotel.




Not bad, all the Sin Guans are doing well. Well maybe not. I'm feeling pretty sian now. Last Saturday night was the last time i sang at em by the river. This thai singer is replacing us, it's like dam tak tally. ems and thai? kao zhai mai? mai kao zhai! thai pocky will never be as nice as japanese pocky, that's the philosophy. cut cost also cannot cut lidat. they should just ask another local band to replace us at least you know, so mis-match. oh well, ben is happy that he doesn't have to wait for me anymore though. ok la kidding bab. thanks for always being patient with me. i'm gonna miss carrying my music file for awhile. :-/
pictures from the last time i clubbed. sucky music. or am i just getting old?
cant wait for perth!


i wish i can be these kids. was really fun judging this competition. teeny crooners. cute.
and yes i have to wax soon sandeee. your queen picture at honeypot.
right now, i look forward to prata, bee hoon goreng & indian rojak on weekends..:)


Tadah...this...is my workplace..it's ulu. that's why so many people are fascinated with these cow cabs. say...suahh kooo....

and belle, i can't wear this jumper anymore because it's too tight. that's how much weight i've gained. :-0

Quite a number of people said i put on weight. And when you put on weight, it means u're happy. And i know i'm happy cos of you.
so irresistable you see. handsomest! anyway i am quite stressed with work but still thankful that i have a job now. adulthood is really sucky. i realise, that i'm getting old and not so funny anymore. i still laugh at the same things but i don't tell the same jokes anymore. All the PR networking sessions are irritating. if a person's face is irritating and i really don't feel like talking to them, why can't i just choose to keep quiet? still must act and talk to them. so fake for what. business is like that i guess. accept it or lose out. Good Night world.